Wednesday, June 14, 2006>
Kickin & Dancin days awayfinal score, 84th 8 - 1 53rd. 84th juniors played well! you see, never never mess with 84th fc. you just get thrashed again and again. who's next? :D and i scored from a stupid free kick. haha. could have scored more but i was tooo tooo careless.
Dxo that night with augustine,ben koh, suresh and felix was great. haven't had such fun in a long time. not as bad as i thought otherwise.
soccer match again the next morning. we have the skills but i guess there's just no team spirit huh. yes this sounds cliche, but we're never gonna win with this kind of fucking attitude from everyone. whats with the shouting at one another and stuff. no one plays perfectly, neither me nor anyone else on the pitch. so don't ever go shouting at other people unless you're some bloody professional. look at it this way - you're a defender. put urself in a boots of a striker and you'll see how difficult it is. i'm a striker, and i'll know it wouldn't be easy being a defender, say a keeper even. everyone makes mistakes. so everyone should just shut the fuck up.
and for some people who say you're a christian and only behave or rather. 'ACT' like on on saturdays or around fellow church members, i say wake up your idea. its a disgrace. attitude shows otherwise from your so called 'christ -like character'. as for myself, i confess i have not been a good christian too. but at least i dont act like i am in my blog, during services or when i'm with other fellow churchies. im still the same. if you wana be a good christian, be one all the time. its either you do. or you dont. do or die. thats it.
art has been pretty frustrating too. i cant find my inspirtation to put pencil to paper. and o levels art submission is in like a month and i havent even started on my drafts, sketches and even the outline on the final piece. and it takes a long long long long time to paint. what to do now. sigh. i wana go Laselle- after my o levels. guess i gotta really work hard on my art.
and for those friends of mine who ask me to help do your portfolio to enter laselle, NO more. its really unfair to me when i myself wana get in and i'm helping you guys to get in with my work. not that i dont wana help; i just think its unfair. even if i help you, when you guys get in you're gonna suffer. so its for your own good. i cant wait to get in myself next year.
im running out of cash! ): fathers day is coming., at least i've got enough for a gift i think. thats all for now- off to the tele to watch the world cup. gooooo KOREA! (:
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
sucide notes and butterfly kisses-
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